WELL, WELL, WELL, IM FINALLY BACK...
GOT MISS ME, I DOUBT SO, HAHAS:D

anw, on some random thurs, lilia, huimin and I went to Jurong Point to watch Johhny English.
Mr. Rowan Atkinson of course acted very well and Mr. Tucker(his funny assistant) also had great 默契with him!!!
Thought it was a really great movie and i'll rate it 4/5 stars:D

Then, on this Thurs(another random Thurs), we met again!!!(well, it was quite a last minute decision cos i wasnt free on that day at first, as suggested by my post title) but the main point is, we watched another movie again, this time with Crystal too!!!
guess what movie: 那些年，我们一同追得的女孩,aka You're the apple of my eye(think i like the english title better, sounds nicer)
erm, well, it's my first NC16 movie, so i was kind of wondering what's so NC16 about it...
UNTIL I WATCHED IT-__-
it's really 名副其实 NC16 cos well, it's so ahem ahem*cough cough*
you know, at first i thought it was a China movie cos it's just too pervertic, but until the end, when I saw the guy typing in 繁体字 and when they kept mentioning 台北, then it dawned to me that it's a taiwan movie, well, guess stupid me!!!
cant reveal too much, in case the very young MHM or some other random person who still thinks she's below 16 reads my post and gets corrupted by it(actually, she watched it alr)
Conclusin: it just revealed too much about guys and their secret lives...guess, the entire population of guys had their reputation tarnished by these 6 害群之马(actually, i dont even think that guys had a gd reputation in the first place,hahas:D)
yeah, so it's supposed to be sad and touching, but somehow, I dont feel that emo and regretful than I would have after watching 5cm/s.
maybe cos the two 暗恋者didnt even get the chance to get together and maybe cos the storyline is spread out among the 6 boys+1 girl, so much to the extent that they dont spend quality time on screen,hahas. so, it lacks the kind of 分离的感受。
i thought it was very 可惜, cos the girl didnt exactly tell the guy that she liked him and they actually could have gotten together if the girl was more outfront and if the guy wasnt so mindful of her rejection...but i still love the movie alot(not cos of the censored stuff horrrr):D
will rate it 4/5 stars too cos it's very funny too!!!
I especially liked the part where all 8 of them sat at the beach and talked about their ambitions and futures.
I still remembered the scene where the girl asked the guy,KE-JING-TENG, what he wants to become and he answereed：“我要当一个厉害的人。。。我要让世界因为我而变得更精彩”and of course, he was hinting it to the girl, SEN-JIA-YING, cos afterwards he turned to look at her.
but i thought the silent monologue by the guy right after that was even more meaningful, he said to himself sth like :“而我的世界不就是你的心”
AWWWWW!!!SO SWEET RIGHT!!!LOVE THEIR 对话!!!
oh! the ending's was also very touching and well, quite 遗憾cos俊男美女最终还是有缘无份:(
but i still love it cos at first the 6 害群之马was still planning to 绊倒the新郎 cos she got married to none of them and so they said sth like"如果你真正爱一个人， 你怎么可能把她让给别人”
but in the end, KE-JING-TENG said sth that echoed my exact same sentiments: “如果你真正爱一个人，当你看到她有人疼，有人爱，你会真正祝福她幸福快乐”...
actually, i dont think that everyone are able to do this, but still this sentence touches my heart a lot...i know, Im super emotional:D
still love the ending cos it was very funny as the guys asked the bridegroom if they can kiss the bride,i mean, which guy will let some cikoubei(老色狼）to kiss their to-be-wife???-__-
and so they bridegroom said ok, but on one condition that they had to kiss him first, in the same way as they would kiss the bride...so naturally, 5 of them started protesting.
BUT, one of them actually went to kiss the bridegroom and it was done with lots of passion until the bridegroom got pinned onto the wedding table, hahas...and i really meant a really passionate kiss horrr^^
and the guy is no other than KE-JING-TENG...
he looked really shuai on that day(actually, he looks like this throughout the show) and i thought he really 配得上SENG-JIA-YING, but well, they still got sseparated in the end...
but, MHM said that only the 2 of us could understand the movie...
not quite sure about Lilia(thought she understood too?), but Crystal 被搞得一塌糊涂 and she kept asking what was going on after the movie-__-
hahas, mb, for MHM and I, this kind of love story isnt complex at all, probably cos we read too much and watched too much manga and anime:D
well, the movie ended with the guy writing down this love story into a 小说, kind of wonder if this movie was adapted from a 小说...
if it isnt, hope it will be penned into a 小说, mb it might be even better cos they can add in more 情节 and 情感, then mb the readers will be more absorbed into the story line and thus, would be more affected everytime the 情节changes:D
hahas, well, guess, after this, I will revert back to my hsehold chores:(
haiz, from morn-late aft, other than eating, it's all hsework.
Then, fr 7pm to 9pm, i'll kampong ties and some other 综艺节目 then sleep and prepare for next day of hsework.
Totally overwhelmed and exhasuted to the verge of collapse, hardly have time to even go online leh...
tday's different cos got church so get a little break, hahas:D
be glad you see me alive and well kicking.
realised that I've been talking to bear-san these few days...
BEAR-SAN: *nod nod*
ME: think I cant go on anymore...
BEAR-SAN:*shake head*
ME: tell me what to do leh...
BEAR-SAN: *shrugg shoulders*
ME: *apparently very irritated* can you stop nodding, shaking and shrugging, you're supposed to be a NY bear, so arent you very smart? then quickly help me solve my problems or I'll throw you into the washing machine!!! stupid!!!
HAHAS, FUNNY RIGHT? THINK i GOT THE SPLIT PERSONALITY DISORDER...
OH NO!!!

anw, here's a song written by me:D《我不适合恋爱》

去爱是勇气
被爱是福气
要是爱需要我去忘记
我想我不适合恋爱

有些人搞不懂爱的意义
在两人之间两难
为爱人留下丑陋的回忆
让自己失去后才学会珍惜

CHORUS:
太迟了
有些事
有些人
我是无法忘记
着爱情虽未开始
但我清楚它的结束
因那执著也是我一人愿意

爱你是我最痛苦的回忆
为了你我失去了食欲
天天想着你我想
就算付上性命我也愿意

我笑自己太傻太傻
他人的目光我可以不去介意
但我害怕就算拼尽了所有的力气
你依然无法明白我的心意

CHORUS

有人曾问当我孤单
我回想起谁
我想我不该再犹豫
大胆的宣布我满脑子之属于你

我不是没想过克制矛盾的情绪
但心中守着的秘密
我日夜抱着哭着睡去
我想我仍活在发黄的回忆

至今我才发现我不适合恋爱
因为有些事
有些人
请教我如何学会忘记

ok, here's a poem:

我开始倒数时间
一个人
惧怕这将是我们的最后一天

我一无法再面对你
我怀疑
在你面前我丧失了说话的能力

我学会珍藏在心里
那秘密
我占为己有偶尔拿出来温习

我迷失在人群里
不见你
我真怕自己已丢失了活下去的勇气

或许我就是那片树叶
被风卷起
归回根底
将一切的一切统统埋在阴暗里

这是我一人的秘密